Loved Me Back To Life

Music has the power to heal your soul

I was sitting here trying to remember what I was just thinking about when I relized I actually had no thoughts.  I was merely singing the words to the music I was listening to and that was all. I really love music and listen to it all day.

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Music Has The Power To Heal Your Soul

Music has a way of making me feel wonderful no matter what kind of mood I'm in. It's so soulful. If I'm happy its makes me even more happier. If I'm sad it bring me a sense of peace.  If I'm angry it calms me.

I started really listening to music as a young child. My beautiful mom who had long shiny black hair had a old record player and she would play music on it. She was a big fan of Conway Twitty and Loretta Lynn, George Jones and Tammy Wynette. She also loved the Statler Brothers, Ohh and Elvis Presley.

 

As I became a young teenager, I discovered Rock n Roll and was hooked thanks to my distant cousin Sharon. Bands like Queen, Styx, ACDC and my favorite the Eagles were very big at that time. I would sit in my room and listen to my 45's of them. I had also discovered Black Lights, posters and Marijuana. When I think of those days, I'm totally amazed that I got away with it as strict as my parents were, but glad I did because it shaped me into the person I am today.

My first concert was ACDC and man was I young. In fact I had lied to my parents and went to this concert anyway after being told no. I always hung out with people older than me, don't know why. I had a friend who a jeep and she would hang out with a bunch of people who smoked Marijuana and sometimes I got to go with her,  by that time I may have been 13 or 14 years of age. Yes  I know I started much to young.

Seeing ACDC in concert was wild. Malcolm Young pulled his pants down and mooned everyone. Suddenly I got my first glance at a  penis  hanging out by men dropping there pants around me to moon as well. Yes I was very much shocked. Never had endured that kind of behavior before. It's funny as I think of it now. I can imagine a young country girl who had strict parents experiencing this kind of behavior for the first time must have been a little scary at first.

My second concert I went to was after getting married at a very young age of a few weeks shy of 16. My husband and his friends were big on partying which was right up my alley.  Getting to see Heart in concert was a dream, they had just come out with the hit Barracuda and I loved it. I got to see many people in concert during those years with my husband at that time. In fact the 7 years we were married  I saw at least 15 to 16 bands. One of my favorite concerts was Alice Copper. He did some great stage shows in those days.

My husband and I divorced after 7 years of being togethe. We decided that divorce was best as we both were much to young when we got married. I had then moved to a different town and starting to hang out with my neighbor who listened to country music. I feel in love with it and soon my love for country developed which lead to me meeting my second husband.  He to loved to listen to country music full blown and we hit it off so great that we were living together months later. His love for Conway brought memories of my parents listening to him when he was in his 20's singing. AAhhh those were some good memories.....

I saw Conway Twitty at least 5 times while we were together in fact when Conway died its devastated us both. Well I would have to say my husband more as he could imitate his voice and sang just like him. He also had every Album Conway had out.

It's been 28 years now and my Music has widen so much.  Thanks to my husband now of 18 years I have learned to listen to a little of everything. He's Dutch so my music really changed. I went from Rock n Roll to Country to New Age and Pop.

I don't listen to the old country anymore. It's really hard as it brings back to many sad and hurtful momories from my parents death to my terrible divorce from my second husband. I love that Martin my husband now has a wide range of music. We listen to everything from Opera to synthesizer Music.

I don't listen much now to any of the old stuff as I just get depressed. Why should I put myself through that. Doesn't mean I don't love it anymore, it's just not healthy for me.

I think I'm just happy to be alive now and get to listen to music at all since that's one of my biggest loves. I love the new pop we hear today. It doesn't let me think about all the pain I've endured in my life.....

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