When I read her story it was all I could do to keep it together it was like reliving the way my life really was. It brought back some painful memories I had forgotten when I was diagnosed with post partum stress as well. I remember my medication use to come to me in the mail and one day I felt that I just couldn’t go on anymore, I was going so crazy then that I threw all my pills at my doctor because they were making me feel worse. My Psychiatrist and Therapist tell me that I had Bi polar many years ago and was not properly diagnosed. It makes me really anger about that because things could be different for me now. I wouldn’t be feeling like I don’t know who I am or what is happening to me and why.